Holidays, Holidays, Holidays!

Where oh where does the time go??

I weighed in 2 weeks ago at WW, the Tuesday before Thanksgiving, and was down 10 lbs in one month. Not bad!

I am going in today but am not too optimistic. Thanksgiving started me on a pretty vicious downward spiral of overeating. Once I get just a little off track it is so hard for me to get back to where I was. I never used to be this way, I was always to determined and so goal oriented.

And trust me, there is a big goal: lose about 35 lbs so that I can get pregnant again before the end of the summer.

So why am I sabotaging myself? Maybe because people are telling me that I look thinner? In some weird way that gives my twisted head some green light to overeat instead of stay on track. What gives?

I am back to tracking points today. I am not going to lie though, I oftentimes wonder if WW is the right plan for me. It is very lenient and I am the type of Type-A who needs things to be very strict and defined. As I search for the right plan, I will continue with this one since it has suited me relatively well until now.

In other news, I started work again yesterday after being off for almost 2 weeks. I have a big event on December 21 and plan on starting another vacation on December 24th through January 4. This time I will be with my Nugget since she doesn't have school that week. I am looking forward to it! I just need to make sure we have a jammed packed agenda because she gets soooo bored at home.

Oh, and I have done absolutely no Christmas shopping. I need to get busy! At least we have our tree up, yay! Plus this year I put lights out on the balcony. I am feeling festive, what can I say?