Almost an Entire Year

...Since my last post. I mean seriously? And I'm no thinner than I was then either. On the contrary, I'm sure I'm up like 10 pounds or so since that last post. I'll weigh myself tomorrow morning.

What a shame.

Where in God's name is my motivation? I don't have the slightest clue what is wrong with me or why I can't seem to get my shit together. I have so many reasons why I should get my shit together. So why I can't seem to translate that into actions?

I suppose I can sit here and beat myself up over the past, or I can pull myself up by the bootstraps and DO SOMETHING. I choose the latter goddamnit!

So here we go. Again.